Decaying songs of a lust forgone

With the revived allies of your soul,i made a jump through the races of my mind
The love being a tumor in hopeful times of your malignant reasons
I smell the decay in the songs of blinded and flowering lust.

Insights from behind a mesh of eddied emotions,i wish you'll save yourself
Your dependence and my apologies on timeless love,i helped my heart a forgotten ache
Do you smell the decay in the songs of hazy and obsessed lust?

An Apparition

Start
Pinpricks
Smooth,round and heavy
The tickles
Back again
Lets start over again

Sun for sunbeams
Hooks for a hooker
Pens for a penny
Moons for lunatics

The Acid Man

Murkier the penance gets,the balls seem to roll forever
You will someday fight the extreme nonchalance of my opaqueness
Only to return defeated,yet frivolous in divided surrender
Smile,when you find me in an asthmatic fit of obscure nihilist designs
And see the deep scars on my moon while you dream
Our woolen blankets,our saviors,are damp with fright
You will know i am the acid man
When i will peek through the glass walls of your cathedral.

The Intruder

When you crave for sound,my words voice in your velvet shift of colours
Did i intrude your internal ripples of distress?
Five pallets of unbrushed blocks on your door
Cobwebs & moths enlightened by dust on your lights
When you lock your legs in agony,
i wish not to be the intruder through your painless windowpanes.

Pilgrimage

When your spiralling thoughts are mine
When your earthen beauty savours my dreams
I will fester on your tragedy
If you will never let me cleave onto you
We will go on a pilgrimage to find the perils of a mirage

When you will find my hopes are condensed and bottled
When you will see the mirror whitewashed in my hands
You wont be lost in the sour fumes of pictures
If you will ever mangle my naive crime
We will go on a pilgrimage to find the conflicts of time

Rename my Flower

Urgency of all that is lost
Turning my back on odorless ecstasy
Scratching the woods for scrap
While you stayed awake in a wakeful frenzy of impatience
When you were out looking for testimony of rusted wait
Rupturing and terrorizing parts of my conceited ego
I renamed my flower on that rainy day

Annotation on love

It always makes me shiver to watch
Brightness of colour on your pale skin
The rationality of your thoughts
Show me the malice in your heart
I will surf through the streams of blood, into the pool
Immersed, enlightened, rejuvenated
I will make love to you
Soaking you in our sweat
Every pore in your body cleansing you
Unconscious of any emotions and my secret pleasures
When you will open your thick, heavy, tired eyes
Naked and covered in a pool of love
You will find,i have abandoned you.